Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Aaargh!!!!!!

I just finished taking my Socio 180 exam. And it was total crap!!! I have studied so hard but I thing that was not enough. I'm pretty sure that I really didn't do well in that exam. I think I'm gonna fail in that exam. But I still hope that I don't.

My head is hurting because of that crappy exam. I thought I was gonna cry after I went out of that room. I really don't know what I'm gonna do if ever I fail that exam. Oh, here I am again thinking of all the negative things that may happen. I can't help but to be pessimistic today. After that exam, I can't think clearly that is why I'm releasing all this frustration in this blog.

One down, but I still have three more to go. But as of now, all I want to do is rest and relax before I go to acad mode again.

I can't wait for this exams week to be over. I'm excited of sem break. I'm excited to finally rest and enjoy everything this not-so-kind world has to offer.

Sunday, October 02, 2005

Sleepless Night of a Slacker Queen

I'm super sleepy. But I can't seem to fall asleep. So, I just went to this computer center to unwind my thoughts and all. I just had my fourth exam for Econ 100.1. Damn, I don't know what will my score be. I haven't sleep well. Must be the coffee that I drank while studying. I told myself before that I will never drink coffee when I'm studying for it will hinder my beauty sleep. But I just can't resist the aroma of it. Aargh!!!

I tried to sleep by 1:00 a.m. but all I did is stare at the ceiling for two hours. So, I went back studying and when I felt that my eyes seem to need matchsticks to hold it on, I went back to my bed and sleep (if you would call it that if you can hear whatever sounds around me). I woke up at 8:00 and I felt like my entire brain is floating on air. But I can't afford to sleep again because I was not even half way of the chapters that I was supposed to read for my exam. Well, I blame it on myself that I was not able to have a good night sleep. I am the the slacker and cramming queen. Again.

I want to sleep tight tonight. Well, just for this night. For I know that there will be consecutive nights that I will not be able to sleep well. Exam week is just around the corner. I guess I just have to wait for sem break to come. Ahhh, vacation!!! I just can't wait for this f***in sem to end. Aargh!!!